Friday, January 17, 2014

17 Jan

At first,everything's goes well
I received two belated birthday present from my sister and my best friend
Thank you very much for not forgeting me and my present
Today,I'm totally exhausted not because of long hours period of tuitioning but my home situation
The feeling of abandoned by someone was getting stronger and stronger
Someone are not anyone but my parent
Let me think of some reasons
Maybe because I did not earn money
Maybe because I'm uselessness
Maybe because I'm not that important
I tried not to think negatively way but my heart do not listen to me
I can feel that I am getting far away from others
I tried my best to act
Act like I was happy and forced myself to says I'm alright
I don't mind,its okay
But deep inside my heart there was a hole bleeding
I had cried for uncountable times but who really knows what I am thinking
Give me some times,I will take it and used to it
Please leave me alone T,T
我只是个楚楚可怜的小孩