my pity toe!!TT
this is what i get after took my spm result
some feel happy some feel sad
i feels moderate,not very happy nor sad
my parents got no comment about it!
so,now comes to the hard time
i need make a decision for my future
which pathway should i choose??
no more form 6??
short course of Diploma??
or gain experience first??
i got no ideas and i cannot have any ideas
even when i speaks,my mum started complain ,disagree and nagg me
and just now she even scolded me
the very first time i cried in front of my parent after so long
i do not even have a chance to choose ryte??
i bear of my mum
every time she raise her voice,i will totally surrender
for the moment,i feels so helpless
i wish i could be selfish
i want two daddy but not mummy
my dad would not force me like my mum do
i am heartbreak-ed seriously
i ain't moody all the time actually
just you never realise how complicated my situation is
how well i solved addmaths solution but i still cant solved my current problem
i need my bed badly
i want sleep! :(
