31 oct

hey hey hey!!!!!
i am back!!!!!
baobeisam back !!!!!!got miss me boh????
hahahhahax.....my birthday was on 29 oct....
on thursday....quite diff this year.....
got dar help me celebrate....i duno my la salle fren still rmb my dof...
hahha....but i get my bf present is the most happy....
of course lo....he give two....present + kiss ......
errmmm!!!mind dont dirrrrrttttyyyy.....cheek la deh!!!!
hehhex.....although got someone misunderstand but at last over jor.....
how are u guys yea????
very long didnt touch pc ady....
bcoz 3 reasons....
1st.my mummy dont let....
2nd.end year exam.....
3rd.pc send go repair.....
i hav alot of pressure ....on this exam....
my fav maths i oso make mistake....
6 marks leh!!!!my 100 fly away jor......
i damnnnnnn sad......haiizzzzz.......
i wan get gud result....dowan let my mummy xia shui.....
dowan make dar xia shui....
the most important is i wan prove it to my mummy....
i am not stupid....hahhahax....i got brain,OKAY!!!!?
i receive 4 present this year.....nonono....is five...
coz dar giv two ma....got alot ppl wish....i dont really rmb...
i suno when i have so many frenz.....
feel happy when ppl wish me.....
but now my mind full of EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!
slp oso exam....bath oso exam....reading oso exam...
i feel after exam i will sick.....
hope is after exam.....abothen i gonna die....kong ka kiao....
although exam over 1 week ady....
i still wish all of us GOOD LUCK!!!!
today must study geografi....16bab...sekaligus!!!!
hope i can stay awake....hahhahha.....byuuubye!!!!

请不要放手~

20 oct(night)

today went mummy shop jor jiu work....work until4++.....then go eat pizzahut...from morning until 4++ i oso havent eat....remember i say i fat jor?????so i diet lor...i knw i cannot gastric...but i try one day eat 1 time....but i think cant lor.....just now eat pizza untill so much...my fav ma....i eat 5 pieces of regular lor....5 pieces deh!!!!alot lor....my mummy and dad say at night u no need eat ady...yea,i dont think so to eat at night....fast fast diet ba....i plan to eat less.....so when start sckul i eat when recess.....before and after sckul i dowan eat ler....i think like tat wont get gastric ady.....just now watch the end of beach ball babies....so sweet...got abit jealous...i dono wat happen but at the end they still together...a gud ending....i dont knw i got the chance to be a happiness gurl or not.....nonono!!!!now my brain must full of sejarah....others all throw away.....how are u?doing wat ne?got lei ma?got miss me ma?got study ma??and got bath ma???hahha.....all ask in my heart....i already changes my blog to private....maybe will changes to public too....but not sure yet...see got wat respond 1st....

我的爱还在你哪吗？

20 oct

good morning!!!!
today wake up damn tired......
mayb coz yesterday late slp kua.....
ermmm...4 months jor.....
4 months we walking the same road...
now is the time to let us rest......
to think carefully wat should we do on the next....
if we can continue walk together.....
i will tell u honestly....wat was happen to me atually....
we not enough mature.....
so let the time to make us be more mature....
now is not the time for me to sad....
my mind will oni concentrated on my exam....
i still wanna with li fei stay in ilmu....
i duno wat will happen on next moment but i will stay healthy....
coz i still have alot things havent do....
rmb that day i went temple.....
i wish 3 things.....
1st is my whole family will stay healthy and happy......
2nd is darby will stay long long and happy.....
3rd is our exam will get gud result.....
i duno will it come true....but i hope it can come true....
now i should be happy and take my exam.....
other things let it be aside...
everything will be alright.......
in my heart only 1 thing doesn't changes....
that is I LOVE U......

我的爱还在你哪吗？

19 oct

hie hie!!!!
bloggy time .....
yesterday went summit hotel dinner o.....
go watch someone concert.....
i dont like dinner gehx...
coz got alot of reason....
mainpoint is the food wont enough to feed me....
sumore no nice gehx......
aiya!!!dar knw de lar.....
i eat alot gehx....hahhahahax.....
snap some pic...but havent upload...coz my pic in my phone...
my phone with my mum.....
oh yea!!!at here tel dar the lens i bought two nia..
1 for dar and 1 for me....
i bought 1 nia...coz my mummy say dont buy so much....
haiizzz....i wan de lor.....but no choice lar...
next time ba.....i choose 3 tone....blue!!
hope dar like it lor.....
today 9++ wake up....
go eat then go mummy shop....
at mummy shop i whole day reading sej....
this time must studyhard ady...
i hope can get ALL 90++....
i knw it will come true ....IN MY DREAMS!
hahhahah.....then 5.p.m back lurr.....
bath ady jiu on pc....
stupid pc......always dc......
at night got tuition sumore....
oh yea.....i wan discuss something about my tuition with dar.....
wed tel dar...
ermmmm!!!!i fat jor lor......
then i tel my dad next time dont buy food for me jor....
morning dont buy...after sckul i bac oso dont buy....
in sckul i eat jiu can ady....
he say good good!!!!hahhahah......
coz i blame him.....everytime buy for me eat....
feed until i be more fat and fat.....
i think in this whole year i wont get bac my phone....
so we cant sms ady gehx....sorry oo!!
kay lar.....wait for dar on9....
chaozzzz~~~~~~~

亲爱的，我爱你

16 oct

yesterday after sckul i walk go simpang....
then went in car my dad jiu scold.....
coz my bil cost rm94.22....
then he ask me cal who until rm11++.....
i tel him my fren la......
then he go cal my fren...i bathing....
i duno when he cal and wat he talk.....
atcually tat is my dar....
then my sim card dad take....
i gave mummy my ph and rm50...
i paid my bill myself......mummy didnt scold....
coz she is busy with her bussiness...
then i went tuition.....
i feel tuition is such a good things.....
coz my teacher wont annoying and i am feel silent at ther....
no fren and no family....
after tuition they go eat....
i didnt eat....just sit nia...when reach home my mum say no need i pay....
cal me keep the rm50 and give my ph bac....
but sim card jiu at her.....
i got msg dar using my jie ph....
but he never reply at all.....
i wan knw wat happen to him.....
now i oni can on9 waiting for him.....
hope he can on9.....let him worried i am very sorry....
i will be guai and study.....
very very hope dar will on9......
this time bi no feeling sad......
coz this afternoon dar stay and make me happy ma....
so think about this jiu happy ady....
dar take care~

亲爱的，我爱你

14 oct

now days my eldest jie and mummy learn an art....
quite yeng!!!
the first pic is my jie draw gehx.....
she learn 1 day nia.....
not bad lar.....gav her 79.99999.......
not A yea....hahhahahhaha.....
blek!!!!!
the second and third is the profesional draw gehx.....
my hand is the first and last pic........

亲爱的，我爱你!!

14 oct

today damn happy o....
feel very sweet......duno y.....
hahahha.....today dick koon and li fei plying something....
dick lose......haha...so he had to pin up his hair.....
hahha...look so kin na sai o....
exam exam exam....damn worry....
mind cannot remember anything...
how ne?????haiizzzz......
ermm....i think i am not 1967 anymore hor???
yeah!!!!hahahhax.....muacks!!

10 oct

Yesterday I slept very late….i lying down on bed at 1am but cant slept….my phone with my parents so I use my jie phone message dar….dar cal me after saw my message…..yea , I am unhappy…..in my heart I feel someone betrayed me….he thought he do that is good for me but he are wrong…..i need privacy and freedom….i will also control myself…. My whole family can’t understand me…I know I am still young but I can think…..i will hear what u say but don’t over….its makes me feel annoying and hate it…..i know I am wrong in something….but I don’t regret what I have do…although get scolding but I happy with another reward….that is my dar….when I unhappy he make me smile…
I don’t care those people say what about me…as long as I didn’t feel regret….if dar do something wrong as like pearl maybe I will forgive dar…I am sure I won’t be like pearl’s gf…..this movie look like showing about us….after talk with dar I feel better….i can sleep…I not so unhappy anymore….today morning I can’t wake up…my both jie also know yesterday I talk with dar until very later….my dad wake me up..honestly I am angry with him….he do something makes me hate him….feel he so annoying…he treat me very good last time but now….love and hate him!!! after bath I message dar….i don’t want worry about me….then I went mummy shop…my jie and dad went eat…they cal me follow but I don’t want…I feel very unhappy…early morning jiu heard they bla bla bla….until 2pm I feel going gastric…I remember dar say cannot let the gastric come again…must eat….so I eat…eat chicken rice…I remember dar bought chicken rice for me before…at that time dar still say if my parents busy forget buy food for me eat then he buy for me…don’t know still got chance or not… after I finish my study until form 5 or form 6 I hope I can leave Malaysia….if we last long I hope we can leave together….work at other country…new life new hope…freedom and happy….but I know my hope will only appear in my dream….now days can’t sms already…so I post blog to let dar know what happen to me everyday…I think a lot of things….want tell dar on Thursday…oh yea , I want tell dar I don’t want celebrate my birthday in this year…I know dar will ask WHY ….bi will answer no reason…bi don’t want celebrate…..if before Tuesday I haven’t get back my phone then I hope dar let me go school…I don’t want go mummy shop…I bored with them…go school I still got li fei…when dar saw my blog then give me answer…dar say can bi jiu go , if cannot then I go mummy shop…dar don’t worry about me….i am alright…take care yourself ..remember eat and drinks more water…although didn’t sms but I still miss dar and love dar….muacks!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!!

8 oct

today early morning jiu wake up lor....
then go eat...
today eat BAK KUT TEH!!!
then go mummy shop.....
until now oni back....
later need go again....i come back bath and take beg nia....
later fetch my jie n mummy jiu go eat....
eat jor got tuition o.....haizzzz......
end year coming.....i studying now days....
study until my head gonna burst.....
sumore got sej and geo.......rmb alot alot alot of names and places...
my dar tooo...he oso studying.....really hop he can pass all subj....
wish both of us gud luck ba......
duno i am using correct way o not....
i scared over force him......haizzzzz......
duno la.....gud luck ba!!!!just now at mummy shop got snap photo....
show it~~~~

short hair styles ....

k la....chaozzzzz...

亲爱的，我爱你!!

oct

our pic pic~~

4 oct

hey hey!!!
fever jor.....feel damn suffer.....]
hot hot ......face red red tim.....
yesterday night go ah ma hse.....
b4 tat help my mummy work.....
got one customer say 'leng lui,ni hen mei'....to me.....
hahhahaha....happy dao....i knw i zi lian la.....
going fly ady....wakakkaka......
yesterday in ah ma hse eat not full lor....
eat very little nia.....
come back very tired.....feel sleepy.....
my dar leh??????
he whole day msging with me......
then today i go mummy shop at morning....
2.30 come back watch the singing competition....
watch with dar....1 at andalas.....another at chi liung....
hehehhee.......but still are in selangor....
tat time we vote for the astro singer....]
i vote alvin....dar vote fai zai.....
hahaha...until now dar still boh song alvin........
6 go fetch my 2nd jie....then go mummy shop....
then 8 go eat....eat steamboat...
now my cheek still red red.....pinky....
dar plying ball now.....i wan sleep de....
but scared later cannot wake up...so dowan la....
at night oni slp....hehhehe.....
must study ler....end years exam coming soon.....
oh yea!!!!this ren zhu tou nao baby wan tel dar i didnt slp...
waiting for dar....slowly ply....i wait....
and promise dar wont be so stupid ady....
this blog will prove it.....i wont deleted this post....
^^....i love u....rak dai jub jub......chaozz~~~

亲爱的，我爱你!!