today not a happy day....
its some prom between us....
hard to settle....my heart full of sorry and sorry....
i cannot changes....coz i am still 14.....
coz i am zi ai....mayb dar will feel i no enough love u ....
i love u but i cant changes ....
mayb u will feel i cant ti liang dar...
if i tel dar i wil changes but i cant do it....
i think dar will more sad....
so i dowan do something i cannot.....
i dowan force dar to changes....
if u dont happy to changes then dont changes....
i dowan u do something tat make u unhappy.....
i cant changes i feel very sorry...
i think very long....both of us changes more better...
mayb this is the best conclusion.....
i cant sleep i think is bcoz of this...
think until last i jiu unhappy ady....
i hate this feeling.....
i scared at last dar cant changes....
but i hav confident with u....i trust u....
although at last u no more interest with me oso nvm....
at least we try b4....we wont regret....
aiya!!!dont think ady lar.....
my head going BOOM!!!
think until ki siao.....
tomolo start sckul again....hope i can slp well today....
then tomolo oni can be a happy sam sam......
^^.....new day have new hope......
darby happy and stay forever!!!!!!!!
亲爱的，我爱你!!
