30 sept

errrmmm....
today 9++ jiu wake up.....
my family all the face damn smelly.....
beh song jiu tel la....dont show the face ma....
after eat i jiu go sckul.....
others than dar,i duno can tel who anymore my secret....
oni he helps me....saw him i jiu happy jor....
he gave me feel very safety when with him....
i very tired with my family and some frenz....
mayb i too kind ady....hahhhaa....
but duno y...some frenz love to jealous....
everybody got own positif ma....duno compare for wat....
i wear new my spec today.....got ppl say not nice got ppl say nice....
ask me y hav 2 spec....i think u guys ask so much 4 wat??
i wan how many spec jiu how many spec....
like to gossip gossip....ugly or nice oso non of ur bussiness ma....
choi oso dont wan choi them la.....
my mood not good...so dont talk too much to me EXCEPT dar....!
today li fei they all ply glue....so childish....
play until angry....the dick oso padan muka lar....
who cal him so shuei....
then we got pj at last two period....no need study....
i love tat....no teacher no parents bla bla bla....
just thing nia.....my dar lor....
he not beside me....if he beside me more better....
we can talk talk talk......we can look each other more long......
next week holiday....
then going exam...then holidays again .....
hate holidays lar....
HURRAY!!!!
tomolo dar stay back......stay jiu can see him longer.....
hehehehez.....shuang dao!!!!!
but he must wait when i hav science period......
bi when dar not beside me jiu unhappy ler....
duno y like to fa pi qi.....mayb coz yesterday.....
hope u guys dont come talk to me now days.....
EXCEPT wei pin.......my dar......
he can make me happy....
saw him jiu happy ler.....duno y....
a magic.....happy talking to him.....
k la...wan sms with dar ady....chaozzz!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!

29sept

today my parents went johor....

evening oni will back....

so i alone in hse at morning.....

sms with dar....

oh yea!!announcment~~~~

dont sms to my 016....i didnt use it anymore.....

duno my ph still wil be with me how many days....

i hav a feeling my mummy will take my ph....

so i didnt take breaksfast today.....

in sckul dar bought for me chicken rice.....

i cant eat all......so i keep it for recess time.....
very nice la.....dar very SAI SAM.....

take out all the bones......hehehex.....

then moral time teacher all meeting.....

we talk until his car came....

then kh time we no teacher.....

my frenz they drawing .....

drawing tat datuk datuk.....

damn funny.....boy becomes gurl......i show u guys!!!

duno wat this datuk name....they say look like HOR MA!!!

this girl lar.....draw until so fantastic....FANNNNNNNYY~~

hahhahax......recess i got eat lor....eat the chicken rice.....today i fall down....when going back time....i turn my head to behind....then duno whose hand touch my spec make my spec senget!!!!i look at the stair look so blurr.....duno who the hell make my fall down.....hand so ichi.... k la....my mummy and dad started scolding ady...i need chaoz....bye~~~~

亲爱的，我爱你!!!

28 sept

sckul started today....

monday~~~~

ntg happen lar...
ms step my shoes......

i will stop him do tat again.....
i knw tat someone will eat vinegar....

hahhahaxx.....i think the guy knw who is tat lor....

wakakkak....

i will tel him de.....wont let u feel vinegary....

darby must happy happy de lorhx.....

thx for dar presents yea....

i love it very much....hehhex.....

sweet sweet de chocolate strawberry...!!!

beautiful de keychain...!!!!

full of love de cube...!!!!

hehhexx....

i rearrange the chocolate....

let me show up the photos....

WEI PIN ~ LOVE ~ SAM SAM

LOVE 4EVER!!!

love shape....chocolate LOVE 4EveR~~~~

abit ugly but cannot say not nice...!!!!

I LOVE UUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

small cube~~

just now my mummy saw the keychain....duno she got saw the words ma....anyways tats is mine....so i take it away.....i love it very much.....thx dear....darby tired jiu slp....i will slp early as i can too.....good night!!mmmmuuuaaaaccccccccckkkkkssss!!!!!!!!!wake up msg baobei.....chaozzz choazzz!!!TIAMO!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!!

27 sept

today not a happy day....
its some prom between us....
hard to settle....my heart full of sorry and sorry....
i cannot changes....coz i am still 14.....
coz i am zi ai....mayb dar will feel i no enough love u ....
i love u but i cant changes ....
mayb u will feel i cant ti liang dar...
if i tel dar i wil changes but i cant do it....
i think dar will more sad....
so i dowan do something i cannot.....
i dowan force dar to changes....
if u dont happy to changes then dont changes....
i dowan u do something tat make u unhappy.....
i cant changes i feel very sorry...
i think very long....both of us changes more better...
mayb this is the best conclusion.....
i cant sleep i think is bcoz of this...
think until last i jiu unhappy ady....
i hate this feeling.....
i scared at last dar cant changes....
but i hav confident with u....i trust u....
although at last u no more interest with me oso nvm....
at least we try b4....we wont regret....
aiya!!!dont think ady lar.....
my head going BOOM!!!
think until ki siao.....
tomolo start sckul again....hope i can slp well today....
then tomolo oni can be a happy sam sam......
^^.....new day have new hope......
darby happy and stay forever!!!!!!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!

26 sept

today i wake up at 9.20++......
my mummy wake me up....
coz today saturday ma...
i must help her......
then i very busy.....
so cant sms with dar....
i knw tat very wei qu dar....
but i hope dar understand....
from small i jiu must help my mummy work.....
coz she is my mother and i am her daughter.....
i hope u can ti liang bi.....
if i sms dar while i helping then mummy will take my ph....
like last time.....i cannot sms with dar 1 week or more than tat.....
tat time we oni can meet and talk in sckul....
i dont hope tat happen again....
i am very sorry if i make dar angry or sad!!!
对不起!!!
i go bath now...
later iron our couple T....
monday giv dar....
chaozzzz!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!!

25 sept

i go jj with dar.....
i scared i will be late....
luckly still ok .....late abit....
we reach at 6.30....
our movie started at 7pm....
we watch 'where got ghost'......
quite funny lar.....
at ther meet tio some frenz.....
hahaha....when we watching movie dar feel cool.....
1st time saw my dar scared cool....
hahaha.....last time always sweating gehx......
after the movie,we went to eat pizza...
i very long dint eat jor.....
dar knw i cannot drink cool...changes my drink to hot milo....
so 'SAI SAM" de dar dar.....hehehhe...
then dar bought ice cream for me....
my fav mcflurry...!!dar zui den wo ler......
so happy....can go out with dar....
gud memory...sweet memory....
just the stupid waist...walk jiu pain....
but bi zhen de hen kai xin....
can go out with dar...so nan de...
although go bac got bluff my mummy say go with da jie
but i still feel happy...coz very happy go out with dar....
ehehxx....10.30++ we bac....my jie fetch....
reach hse nobody inside...
then cal my 2nd jie ....she at pandamaran....
then we go pandamaran lor....
at her frenz hse...before 12 jiu back ady....
dar go bac with taxi...he should tel me earlier....
then no need so ma fan....
dont go oso nvm la.....monday we still can meet...
waste ur money nia.....ZHEN SHI DE!
back hse then bath...my parents oso back jor...
i ady knw...i wil get scold.....
nvm la....can go out with dar ....everything oso nvm .....
she take my ph so i cant sms with dar...
i feel very tired....just lie down on bed jiu sleep ler....
ZZZZzzzzzzZZZZ.......

亲爱的，我爱你!!!

24 sept

today thursday jor.....
today 11++ oni wake up....
not late lor....
my dar more late HOR???hahhaha....
oh yea!!!later got tuition ....
sienz lor....but no choice...
my bacbones damn pain lor....
wan sit oso cannot.....
tomolo go jj with dar....yeah!!!
at night...go watch movie..
i think got six ppl....
hehehex.....
hope that was a good memory.....
k la...choazzz!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!

23 sept

HELLO!!!!!!
Backkyyyyyy
Miss malaysia….miss my bed…miss my pillow….miss my computer…
Miss my hse toilet….miss my room…..and the most most important….
Miss my DARDAR…..hehehex…..
Back from Thailand…honestly not fun lor….
Whole body pain ar….15 hours in the bus….can die lor….
Luckly got dar teman….hehehe….^^

at thai i miss my dar alot.....

second day sumore quarrel....

sumore at 20th sept.....

haiizzzz....but nvm...now ok jor....happy back jor....

still are the diabetes darby....

congrate o!!!!3 moths jor.....muacks!!muacks!!!!

3months!!!!!!!
Show my zi lian pic ~~~~~~~

thinking what's dar doing???

smile =)...no more sad jor!!!

where's my dar o???

without spec...

under the light....

after bath!!

nerddy!!!

oh yea!!!

i changes spec jor.....

compare old wan with the new wan...

i bought couple T....

for darby gehx....

black VS white!!!black 1st~

LOVE!!

combine!!!

original!!! second set.....white colour....

i think i should iron it....

FOR U...MY HEART!!!

original full picture!!!

2nd day at thailand....

morning!!!dad go temple....

mummy go shopping with 2nd aunt....

leave me,two sis and obc.....

we went eat breakfast...

then went back hotel ply CHO DAI DI....

hahaha....1st 1st obc lose.....

then my da jie lose.....

we say ady...

who lose who must belanja ice cream.....

obc win jor he damn happy....

he say i belanja i belanja.....

hhahahha.....my eldest sis lose until wanna cry....wakkakaka.....

i lern some thai words.....

niece or nephew cal 'LAN'....

shop close jor cal 'LAN PIT LIAO'

it hear like LAMPA PIT LIAO....
hahhhaa....funny lor.....

oh yea!!!!i bought a shirt for dar....

quite ham sap....duno dar dare wear go out boh....hehehe....

ham sap darby.....

strong leh??!!same as dar lor....strong man!!!

hahahhahaxxx......

WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

17 sept

hey@!!!!!!
tomolo i going thailand jor.....
holidays jor.....
haiizzz.....i miss my dar alot....ten days cant meet lor....
i wan sms with him on tomolo until morning....hehex.....
when i am back to malaysia i will sms dar.....
promise yea.....the cake dar must eat all o....
dar say nice jiu must eat all.....
hahah.....when i am not here u take care.....
drink more water.....early slp...
dont go out until late late.....
take care.....rmb CANNOT go kao lui a.....
bi knw dar jiu charm.....blek!!!!
must miss me alot alot alot tim....
hahhahah....dont laugh lur.....
dint miss me dar jiu giv bi piak....
waist pain jiu tel ur family...
dont stay silent ....anything msg bi de 016...
bi will msg dar every nitez....nonit wait my msg..
tired jiu slp....MUUAAACCCCKKKKKSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

親愛的,我爱你!!

15 sept

damn du lan lar today...
fuck teacher....no mother teach.....
everyday fuck fuck dono fuck wat......

10 sept

today i wake up at 7.....then slp again until 11.50.....
chun lor!!!!then fast fast go bath.....
prepare all.....atfer bath,my parents bac...say wan bring me go sckull...
they take my ph lor....
okay!!!reach sckull.....i run go canteen wan find yee yeng....
but saw dar....i find yy coz wan lend phone....
saw dar ady so nonit ph ady lor.....
then my dar say today their gang wan keng with zhen hao....
i started worried.....haizz.....
then i ask y????
he say coz his frenz....alot alot la....
then i cal dar sms to my er jie....
cal my er jie becareful.....
manatau cheng come....omg!!!
both of us kena go office.....i think so alot ppl knw....
they tot we go coz pat tor....
atcually no lar......oh yea!!!!
dar a,dont blame urself....dont feel guilty....
atcually i should say sry...if i dint cal dar sms my jie....
then cheng jiu wont catch dar.....sorry dar.....not dar de fault....
after come out from office....we go stuff room ther n go canteen....
his gang all reach jor....start argueing....
i duno wat can i do.......dint saw zhen hao....
we tot he absent....honestly in my heart i hop he absent....
coz later if really fight then dar sure kena from teacher....
i knw dar dont scared at all...but bi scared....
bi dowan dar get punish.....i am not bcoz of care zhen hao....
i care abt dar...i dowan dar get gantung..dar dont angry anymore.....
forget abt it....at last the gang went bac coz dint saw zhen hao....
i just oni remember zhen hao thursday got work.....
he at library.....he lucky kua.....
tomolo no goin sckul...
i oso hop dar can rest in home....
dar havent recover all gehx...i knw....
still sick.....dar must take care urself,zhi dao ma????
drink more water.....cant sms nvm....
dar rest...dont worry about bi.....
MUACKS!!!!take care yea.....

亲爱的，我爱你!!

8 sept(after sckul)

hehehex......
happy jor.....
darby sweet sweet back jor.....
muacks!!muacks!!muacks!!!
just now dar cal me.....
we happy bac jor.....
i love u dear....very very love u.....
dont feel guilty and regret.....
dar dont cal me mei jiu can ady....
MUACKS!!!
for the grading dar dint go....
i go oni.....but i wont luan lai.....got zh i oso wont luan lai....
today he ask me lor.....
dont u feel xia shue.....????
sudd he ask me this.....i duno wat he talking abt....
i straight walk go class.....in class talking with bl,dk and li fei...
wat a weird topic we talking abt....
errmmmm...cannot tel here....
later tel dar in phone....dowan let u guys knw....blek!!!
oh yea!!!my dar dar sick jor....
if tomolo still feeling not well then dont go sckul ler.....
stay hse....ermmmm.....wan go eat jor....chaozzz.....!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!

8 sept

morning!!!
i thinking alot of things from yesterday night until now....
honestly i got cry....i dint told dar just now.....
i duno y i so easy cry now days.....
but i cant control it.....atcually i cry until 3am.....
nobody knw tat....all family members was slp....
just now dar cal me i tot all was gone....
we still are darby..ntg changes...but dar cal me MEI!!!!
yesterday i accidently cal dar kor...
i knw dar angry jor.....but i am accidently.....
i duno how to explain....
and wat i explain are useless.....mayb stay silent better than explain....
tat y i dint told dar i cry yesterday.....
sumore last time dar say if i am ur bi jiu must tel everything to dar....
but now u took me as mei.....
i wan to tel dar from just now....but dar cal me mei....
i dont dare to tel at all.....i stop telling sry.....
coz sry cant forgive everything....
today dar absent sure cant meet in skul ady....
i will stay my promise...i will be guai guai in sckul.....
i wont betrayed dar.....u forever are my dar.....
u cant be my KOR!!!!WONT!!!FOREVER WONT!!!
dar sick ler...i not by ur side so u take care.....
drink more water...hungry jiu eat....
dont think so much....all is started by me...
coz i type kor to dar......so not ur fault.....
at here i still wanna tel dar "i LOVE u"
to dar...not to kor!!!!remember rest ....!!!
wanna go sckul jor......chaozzz!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!

7 sept

from the morning jiu not very happy...
untill now....just bac from tuition.....
we happy bac...but....coz of me ....
everything changes again....
everything i choose to trust dar...
dont even bluff dar.....
from morning until now...i duno wan talk abt wat....
i dowan quarrel wth u....coz i choose asking stupid question...
until i think i snap photo send to u and make dar happy...
but i think tat is useless....coz u dint say anything....
abt the tae grading...if so hard then dont go ba...stay at hse better....
i dowan make dar unhappy....
my hand now pain jjor.....the sial er jie....
molest me.....make my hand so pain....
now i oso duno wan chat wat with dar ...
angry sure got....but how tam leh????
at here leave msg to dear leng zai dar dar :
love u wont be changes....
angry i will dar happy....
i will try my best to do all the best....
i duno wat i can do for u....
but i knw i love u......

亲爱的，我爱你!!

6 sept

today is happy happy day.....
wakakakkakakakaka.....tell from the morning first....
i duno wat time i wake up....
when i wake up i feel the hse silent....
i guess my family all went out jor....
so i continue slp....until my dad bac.....
before he open the door...i go bath first....
then i bath finish and come out see the clock...
WAHHH!!!!i so keng...
the clock show 1.15 pm lorh......
means 1pm i wake up.....so proud....sunday i can sleep so late.....
shuang dao....but i knw my dar got bkb competition....
duno how is he.....i saw my study table o.....
sudd my phone ther....yeah!!!hurray!!!my mummy giv me back the ph jor....
muackz.....!!!muacks!!!i can msg wit dar dar ler....
then i follow my dad go mummy shop....
i tel dad i wan eat mcdonald.....coz yesterday i dint eat....
then i msg dar....b4 i send...i saw few msg.....
ohhh...they lose jor...but nvm .....very keng d....
my dar are the best of the best....kkekekke....
he whole body oso pain pain....haizzz.....
cal him slp sumore dowan....so tired ady lor....
sumore dowan sleep...i knw he wan pei bibi.....
haiizzzz.....my dear dar o,i love u....
happy yea.....dont sad.....
k la....i wan sms with him ler...chaozzzz!!!

亲爱的，我爱你!!

5 sept

saturday!!!!
today i suppose go tae....
to get tae form but my dad say cnt....
no mood at all.....
next week jiu grading ler...duno can go o not....
hope i can go....Pls help me.....PLEASE!!!
when i wake up i jiu very very beh song.....
see who oso beh song...
then i msg dar....today he early morning jiu wake up ler...
go setia alam for bkb competition....
then he got msg me.....cal dont sad.....
if i happy he jiu must drink gu lan teng....
hahhahahhaha....no lar....kidding nia....i wont let dar drink it.....
then i start happy....i doin my sej notes tat time....
do alot lor....do until 7.9 unit.....then my jie wan ph i jiu cnt sms with dar ler.....
then my dad ask me wan eat mcdonald mahx??
i say DOWAN!!!!coz he dint fetch me go tae...
hng!!dowan talk with him....blek!!!!!
miss dar alot....oh yea!!he get win jor....
tomolo another match...
my dar so clever so keng...sure win la....
abo i oso wont choose la.....hahhahhahaxx....dar,hor????
then 6.30 go eat....go happy delight steamboat eat....
b4 the food served...my jie n mummy go bought tang yuan....
then eat until half jor...my popo cal mummy...
say tesco oil very cheap.....then after eat we jiu go tesco lor.....
go see the price no cheap a....quite expensive...
then cal popo...duno is popo say wrong or mummy hear wrong...
is jusco.....then we go aeon lor.....
go aeon see...more expensive....WALAO!!!!
boom !!!then straight go bac hse ......
back hse....i bath first....
then on computer.....yeah!!!!my dar here.....
i tel him....leng zai,can giv me ur number ma???
hahhahaha.......say me huai huai.....i cal dar leng zai lor.....
he go dad hse ler....i thk he cant see wat i post ler....
nvm la...wait dar bac ba.....i knw he very tired ler....
yesterday slp so late....today wake up so early...sumore ply bkb....
pity me dar..k la....
bi sek yi xia....muackz...

亲爱的，我爱你!~~

4 sept

fridayyyyyy.........!!!
today i wake up at 11++.....hehehhe....
not very late lor.....then bath lor....
yesterday talk with dar in phone until 1++.....
my parents and jie all slp jor.....oni meee.......
hahhaha....then we talk talk talk.....
i very happy coz dar say (you wo zai star de yi tian ,jiu bu hui rang ni you shi)....
hahhahah...sweet dao......
i thk dar duno de......but through blog bi tel dar ba.....
dar cal me nonit cal dar if ntg important....
but hor....dint hear dar de voice bi cant slp.....
hahhahahhha....childish??nop...i am just 3 years old nia.....
kekkekekek......today dar stay lor....stay until 4.....
bi oso ponteng until rehat....
oh yea,today my english teacher teach us eng....
the last time she teach us.....coz she just a guru ganti....
she need to go jor.....hahaha...i dint farewell with her.....
i ponteng do folio and with dar......
tomolo dar got bkb competition....
win or lose not important la......
try our best jiu can ler.....
anyway gud luck dar....加油!!
cant go setia alam de bibi will still support dar....
in ur heart support u.....hehhehe...MUACKXX!!!
today in sckul ntg happen la....mood not bad lor.....
ermmm.....i thk ntg ler....wan go watch astro jor....
tataxx.....

亲爱的，我爱你!

3 sept

haaaloooo....
today dar dar stay o....
hehexxx.....
so i pei him ....nonono....he pei me......
errmmm....no lar...both pei each other la....hahahha.....
today we talking abt love matter b4 start sckul....
coz today morning i watch tat movie....
got learn something from tat.....
watch until my folio oso havent do finish....
still hav alot o....
later got tuition pula....
haiizzz......cant pei my dar lor...hop he sleeping lor....
but today i think he will be very happy lor....HOR????
hahhahahhah......oh yea....
today ponteng moral....kekekeke.....doing pj folio....
i worried abt my folio pic and biodata....
hse no printer...no player tat i knw....
haiizzzz.......tomolo must pass up jor...zen me ban ne????
nvm la...
dont thk so much much.....
rehat i with dar lo...
in dunnoe which class....wei yee and yee yeng folow....
i doing sn on tat time.......
i got tel li fei abt yesterday my jie say me....
damn funny la my jie......so clever dont come star la....
come star kao zai nia.....wat else???
say i xia shui...then how abt uuu.....think b4 wat u say....
dont say abt tat ler.....
dar de waist hor...duno wat to do ler....
hop dar dont thk too much....sleep well and eat well....
happy happy jiu can ady....dont feel sry to me.....

亲爱的，我爱你!

2 sept

oooohhhh!!!!
today honestly i no mood in sckul...
when bm period dar come my class i cnt go out....
coz is pn.heng...i cannot go out....
i thinking will dar unhappy???
after bm period i finding him...but no use anymore....
he went back jor....cal ppl msg him oni i stop finding him....
coz he say he went back jor....i feel sorry to him....
coz of study i cant pei him....sorry....
i talk alot with li fei today....abt parents and boyfrenz.....
duno weather wat she say true o not but i will try my best to do wat should i do...
althought cant last long but i will still love u....i will never regret...
i knw...i knw how suffer dar are....dar dint sleep at all.....
yea....all my fault....cannot pei dar....sumore wan dar wait me....
dont wait ler.....wait ler more suffer....
dar can man man slp....at nite i will cal dar....i will msg dar....sure!!!!
cant make dar happy.....but i will try my best to do something for dar...
dar wait bi,ti liang bi,love bi, and care bi....all bi knw.....
wat dar do are not wasted....i will rmb...will NEVER FORGET.....
except i die or my memory are gone....

亲爱的，我爱你!

unhappy???happy??
dunnoe...mood very down....
think alot of things.....but still dunnoe how to settle it....
today bi got eat o...but not alot...coz bi no hungry...
puasa!!!bi oso hope puasa...but scared gastric...
i promise dar b4 de...cannot let gastric come again...
dar a,today dar ask me dunnoe dar unlucky or bi unlucky hor???
bi answer dar unlucky....got reason de....
dar unlucky coz really fall in love to me...
if dar stil a playboy dar jiu wont suffer ler....
nonit everythings ti liang bi ler.....
sure hav gurl better than me...
if dar give up ...i wont blame dar....
coz be with me let dar more sad then i dowan...
dar happy bi jiu happy....no matter wat happen happy is the most important...
now my ph not at me jor...
cant sms ler....but i still WILL sms dar when anything happen.....
bi will ti liang dar more....nop,is more more more more more more more more moresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss......
MUACKS!

亲爱的，我爱你!~~