Mid-semester break is almost come to the end
millions of thanks to my BFF for celebrate for me before i go
met up with form 6 gang on Friday's night and 智障 gang on Saturday's night
somehow I still hurt ck indirectly
I didn't meant to did it
aren't you should hear people advises but not only what you want to hear
or maybe I shouldn't talk about these sensitive issues in front of you again
say sorry if you feel i offended you personally or your world
Depressed, fed up and stress is my current feelings
because my dad was not supporting me for the same issue
he push me towards stress
we used to be so close in the past but not now
we got less to talk, he even feel like scolding me
I don't know why!! seriously don't know why!!
how am i going to intern next year?
every time before coming back hometown, i was very excited to come back
because here got everything i familiar with including family, home, foods and friends
but why every time as well, I will return to Penang with depressed mixed feelings
and asking myself do I still want to come back next semester break
is like out of my expectation, I was not happy as what I thought
Could anyone understand my situation my feeling?
The fortunate things is I still got JC and EC
I know they very "sayang" me
always be there with me and help me out
thanks for your accompany, your passionate, your kindness
Love~~
I also wish he would be there with me as well
but too bad wishes is only wishes
may everything be good with you at Labuan
Take care yourself!
I got to go back to face my assignments dateline and mid term test started from Monday
wish me best of luck!
this is the only thing i can do right now!
