Thursday, June 26, 2014

25 June

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary!!
We have been go through up and down within this period of time
lately we got a cold war that actually makes me feel sad and anger
you have many negative sides where i can't stand
of course i have mine too
sometimes I feels like i am going to lose you
Just like the way i lost my friends
because of i am too selfish or too smart??
i tell myself i have to grown up and stop complaining on others
fed up with those two-faces human

Besides , hopes we can hold hand tight and face all the obstacles in future
i really hope we would stay happily
what I really want from you is PUNCTUAL!!
If you continue with this attitude ,maybe one day you will find out that i am not anymore waiting for you
please appreciate while I am still loving you
However, Thanks for being by my sides all the time especially when i am down
you cheer me up and accompanied me
you have did a lot to me that i can't express my feeling in any words
here's three simple words but meaningful
ILoveYou~

Sunday, June 15, 2014

14 June

她说我自私
说我本来就应该和房睡
说我干脆别出生
还说等我有能力叫我搬出去住
把我和她做比较
说以前她怎样惨怎样穷
今天我开口说我出自己的要求
有谁知道 我开口是需要多大的勇气
哪天我不再要求 那你也消失在我心里最重要的位置
有几次我真的不想帮她 我想回家 假装我不知道
可是我做不到 我可怜她
但谁又会同情我的手
我累 手酸 脚痛
难道不会撒娇 不会赚钱 的女儿就得不到爱嘛?
我就这么不讨你喜欢么?

Saturday, June 7, 2014

6 June

忽略我的部落格大概有一段时间了
此时此刻 不得不更新部落格
今天我得知了些他的秘密
这些事的确很隐私
仿佛触摸了他的伤心之处
其实我很心疼他 当下想流泪
可是忍着脸皮不让泪流
自以为很了解他 其实他比我想象中来的坚强
可以说他的生活很忐忑 并没有实际的人事物可以依靠
突然有想跟他一辈子的冲动
想与他拥有属于自己的一间家
读书或做工就得靠他自己来做决定了
我想说我愿意陪你一起吃 lut lut, mamak, 走夜市 ,一起节省存钱买房子 买车子 一起走人生未来的路
只希望你每年带我去一趟旅行 哪怕在国内 或在亚州内
我也会很开心