29 august

my messy hair after i worked for mummy for whole day...

what a tiring day...

yesterday night i did not attend my family gathering..

so i have to suffer being hungry lo...

an unhealthy life style...

i slept at 9 pm yesterday...

but heavily rain woke me up from sleeping...

i can feel thunder light..i can feel the god are crying...

my heart bleed and started float...

i think of someone...

i slide my phone up,i saw a message...

i got impulse to reply him...

asked him to accompany me until i sleep

but i know that i cannot ask for these excessive demands

i think of my studies...

add - maths , account , sejarah

slowly i fall sleep again...

a day full-filled with happiness come again..

you may ask me "are you happy??do you feel happiness around you??"

i will answer yes,i am happy with my current life now...

but my happiness i shared to someone le...

i am not regret with it...because it is worth!!

and i got my parents loving and caring...

i got my two sister who always bully(sayang) me also...

and i still can think of him whenever i miss him..

i got a gang of friends that a bit sampat wan

i have already satisfy with it...that is enough...

oh yea,hungry ghost month was over..

the rain brought it over..

i love peoples praise me with a word "sweet" whenever i smile...

even myself also fall in love to my smiling expression..

pretty , leng lui ,sexy , hot ,gorgeous all not the words i like to hear..

just a simple word - SWEET..

S@mH3@rT

28 august

dear reader,i recommend you guys a song...

怎么说我不爱你 - 萧敬腾

zen me shuo wo bu ai ni - jam hsiao

this song is really nice...

i fall in love once i heard it...

i am not regret after i download it..

locked your room

on this song and rise up the volume till the maximum..

you will be touched by this song...

it is really awesome!!!

yesterday jj-aeon lively with many peoples there...

let me revise back who i met yesterday...

i meet xin ning and charissa..

long time did not see charissa le...

she is still the same...

i have no chance to talk to them at all..

and kao sheng came...his friend are so lucky..

just a word can display...CONGRATS

and so on i saw meng guin...

and xue er...and fews la sallian friends..

still got who aa??forget already..

tell you guys something..

i damn xiasui yesterday...

really memperxiasuikan myself...

i saw someone look like my friends...

i wave my hands towards her...

and the girls look on me with a weird expression

but she wave her hand to me too...

and slowly she near me and i realise

she is not my friends...OMG!!

no wonder the girl look on me with a weird expression...

i felt shy laaa.....IAMSODUMB

something makes me so disappointed..

haizzz....how i going to repair it??

haiizzzzzz!!!真失望啊!

i HATE smoker!!!the stupid feller...

~S@mH3@rT

26 august

i got a feeling...i don't know what it is..

let me describe it...

seems like sour and a little pain...

mess up everything in my heart...

is this called as jealous??

omGG!!sam sam turns into jealousy person...

ArrggH!!i don't want!!

actually i got a awesome mood today..

my mummy woke me up and we went to sentosa have our breakfast..

delicious,yummy yummy!!!

and now i alone at my second house here...

i on facebook and i saw someone post...

the feeling straight come to me...

whats wrong with me??

SAMSAM,WAKE UP!!!

so tonight maybe going out yamcha...

go where leh??botanic aa???

let me sister decide laa...

oh yea, tomorrow i will replace my sister part time job also...

i am kinda love to do it...

and i am excited...excited to get something i have order...

hope he like it!by the way i love it very muchiee...

i am thinking i bought this for him or for myself...??

hahhah

还需要多久 多长 多渴望
你再回头想他 贴在他的身旁
微笑像谎言一样
是最起码的乔装 眼泪只能躲藏

how to forget??how to forgive??

~S@mH3@rT

24 august

hey ,babey!!!I Am BACK!!

i started my holiday earlier

muahahhahaa...because of some reason..

ask me why!!!

i will answer because i feel so lazy to go to school..

after this holiday many things waiting for me to go on...

so far i am still ok with it..

try to move on and stay strong laa...

i delay all my stuff after holidays...

so now enjoy my holiday first...

i very happy that i can receive his msg..

althought it is just a short msg and simple word

but it makes me happy ..constant happily~

i can feel i am still there in your heart..ryte??

i know you dont want admit..you shy ma...

hehhehehhe!!i also shy...

i cut my fringe already....dont want post it up first

let it be mistery!!i satisfy with the cutting style this time..

thank you mummy=D

i done with my sej chapter 4 ..about the nabi muhammad s.a.w

zaman arab jahiliah!!

how???samantha hordworking lehhh??

of course la,dont look down on me...

train by who??by li fei lor...

she is my sifu!!!hahhahaa...

sifu,miss you!!

i know my classmate sure miss me alot wann...

without me in class very boring ,ryte??

hahhaaha,i miss chit-chat with shiying and huishan too...

what a awesome gossip gang...

i miss playing around with 四大才子

what a sampat group..ngekngekngek

okay la,stop here...

good night =)

~S@mH3@rT

18 aug

back to my happy life !!!WEEHEeee!!

i tell you guys a secret!!!

i get praised by two teachers today...

Pn.pua said samantha "terpuji"

and Pn.Kan said that i do something right this time...

although i know it not big deal but for me

i very happy to hear that...

some more some more..i talked to him**

sweet sweet !!

li fei,are you laughing while reading this post..??

account folio need a lot of time to complete it..

next week will be going penang...

will be back here on wednesday...

i need to skip my monday tuition..

so sadd!!sobzz~

tommorrow taekwondo meeting 12.30pm to 2pm..

hope that all of us can make the annual dinner be successful..

need all the members to support yea..=)

~S@mH3@rT

14 august

Hungry Ghost Festival is arrived!!
everyone please take care ...
don't go out late night
sad case for my beloved kor..
his 21st birthday cannot celebrate anymore..
it just left 1 more month to go...
Uncle Wong ,rest in peace!!
we all love you...
i get a sudden shock when i knew it
everyone felt sad when notice it..
especially kor!!!
he never expel his sadness to us..
but i know..actually he is afraid than everyone do...
i really don't know what to say about this...


yesterday*Saturday worked at jj...
the first one i met is xin ning...hhahaha
i wear lens so i cant see properly...
when i go near then only i know ...hahah..HELLO
i saw pn.chua also...she with her family...
she got two children..so cute..
then after work went to my kor house...
don't worry,samsam still there for you..!!
everything will be alright

~S@mH3@rT

11 august

hahhaa...i turn into piglet again..

i woke up late today...8.am only reached school..

today my classmate and i participate chinese club contest..

i think i got 0 mark...

teacher who marked my paper will know why..

although i am not fully banana but i still dont know how to write..

i know i noob laaa...

tomorrow STAR school holiday..Woohooo~~

i love it!!!i can have my breakfast with parents..

ngekngekngek...after school felt very tired..

~S@mH3@rT

10 august

nothing much to display ...

he still the one understand me..

but he is not my Mr.right anymore...

~S@mH3@rT

8 august

Happy Birthday,Megan!!
megan who are my primary classmate and my secondary schoolmate....
she is so awesome!!
love her..love weiyee and hui shan...
hehehhee...done with my moral folio..
and haven't start account's folio yet...
i don't know how to start...
need someone to guide me...but there are no ones there..
i asked my mum to take photo for me...
my parents say why your school so mafan de??
my dad ask why never ask you to wash toilet..
so that i can wash my house toilet ...
my cute daddy and mummy!!!ke ai daooo!!

~S@mH3@rT

6 august

today i woke up late...=P
normally i wake at 8am..
but today i sleep until 9am...
after bath i went mummy shop..
then only took my breakfast...
today i eat a lot lor...
four days on diet all gone...TT
never mind...next week start again..
tomorrow work at JJ...
anyone free can come find me...
at there very boring gehx...
i Chiong-ing my maple character now...
ahhahaha....SohaiLessBoy 26*i think
SamHeartx 39...

S@mH3@rT

5 august

他是你心里一道无法愈合的伤口
你无法忘记，只是因为他曾经让你那么深刻地爱过、伤过、痛过
于是。
你把他埋在心里的一个角落
深深地、深深地
怕一不小心触及，会引来刺骨的疼痛
然后你笑着对他说：
[对不起。亲爱的我不爱你了。]

thanks christopher...
i can see that you being more mature...
we might not be close as last time
but i think we can maintain our friendship..
hehhehe...today went to school for nothing...
i get sijil kecemerlangan akademik..
heeehee=D...
my dad ask me need to frame it and hang on wall ma??
hhahhha..no need laa...i am not that show off!!!
show off in my blog can already..
thanks for those who clap hand for me lorr
i am so GamDongggg!!
then talk with my friends while recess time...
they nearly make me blush...
hahhaha,keep mention about sohailessboy..
Jorrrr,i will paiseh wan lorr...hahaa..
continue with add-maths period..

chapter 9 Differentiation...
is it hard????every chapter also hard laaa...

yesterday night~~
my dad wanna bring my mum our for supper
mum:kia,go eat...
dad: so early meh???
mum:don't eat at midnight ...easy to gain weight...
dad:i purposely want you to gain weight(like pig)
my sister and I:hahhahah...

just now my sister came in to my room while i am ironing my uniform...
Sister:因为爱情，做么你脸臭臭(she singing wang fei's song)
Sam:i look on her...and i laugh.!!!
how creative she are??
she say next time if she saw her boyfriend or my eldest sister look emo then must sing this song to them...hhahahah...做么你脸臭臭!

~S@mH3@rT

4 august

人家说最无奈的关系是在朋友和情人之间×恋人未满 那如果是陌生人，朋友，和情人之间呢？
我与他变得很陌生，甚至比陌生人还要陌生
可能因为某些人某些事我们的关系会变得更差
是我的错还是谁的错？
就因为我的错误却害了你
我想我连对你说对不起的资格都没有
我真的是够悲哀啊！
christopher IDIOT totally spoiled my mood...
he threaten me...because he knows my weakness..
i hate his appearance in my life now..



thank you lifei!appreciate you!!

~S@mH3@rT

3 august

i am in a bad mood now...
today my mummy treat me so badly...
haizzzzz!!!sien laaa....
as Mrs.Lee say what we can do is just keep our mouth shut..
do not bother what they said...
not feeling well...
sorry la.kaosheng..not purposely ffk you punye..
i got my reason gehx..

~S@mH3@rT

four notebook here!!!yeng or not??
i using eu chuen and my sister pendrive..
transfer pps,pm3 cutter,kuwo and maple...
dont know can success or not...
hahahha...today i got a happy mood...
ask me why!!! i also don't know...
hhehehe...thankyou la,cekang..
but i really dont want eat...i got my reason....
zuxian said he want sponsor me in maple..
YEAHHH!!you not lanc anymore laa...hahha

~S@mH3@rT

1 august(2nd)

today assembly Mr.Tan came towards me...
at first he shout on my friends...
and then he walk besides me and crap..yea,i admit i am noisy..So??
i just learn from you wan lehh..
last time you also ponteng assembly lar...
i better than you,i just talk only...
i know you are prefect so you go on with your job...
i can see through your face today you are moody..
but respect my friends,please!!
think back what you did when u was form4..
you got no right to shout on my friends..
of course,you never spoiled my mood..
teacher thought i came from MGS school..
dumb dumb teacher...some more go ask Benita and Sheryen..
funny la teacher...you can come along me and ask..
i willing to tell you i am a pure star's student...
just now i was late to tuition...
i slept over time...hahahaa...
i set alarm but i forget to change the day...
i set on Wednesday...so dumb!!
to those who want my number call 999...

~S@mH3@rT

1 aug

monday!!!a boring and tiring day for me...
yesterday i went jj for movie..

watched ILoveWingChun...

this movie are so meaningless but funny...

i watch until my head gonna break..

so freaking low..hard to see larr...

next time i dont dare ask zhenchuen to buy tickets le...

T.T~~but i enjoy the movie...friend there...

we went BBQ plaza for dinner(for me)

scary when i see they eating...

enjoy my MCfFlurry after BBQ and movie...

i eat twice...hiakhiakkk!!!geng lehh!!

11pm continue supper with parents...

gain weight jor..but nevermind....

still slim=)...paiseh lurr,lifei..

step your shoes today...accidently wan..

and thank you also...because of you

given me chances to go ermermmm...you know laa...

got tuition later...sien larrr

~S@mH3@rT