31 march

today my title is 少说话多做事

this words are sepcial for ck..

it suit for you, learn it by your heart...

once you get it , you will get better...

i know you care of me but very sorry

i have to be honest to you

you are using the wrong way...

and wrong timing...

dont you care of dajie feeling???

or in your heart i am that strong??

jie also human laa...got tears wan...

not cold blooded!!

do you ever think before what will you do when i cry??

but dont worry i will not do that in front of you..

maybe you never read my blog

i also never blame on you but

what i can say is you touched my pain today...

you asked me the question...

sometimes i might being rude to you i am here to apologize...

i will continue treat you bad

because boom you, i can feel better..

your face wrote 欠炸** hahahhahaa...

loon and chuen,agree??

my sweetie dont sad lerrr...

because of useless peoples we get sad, it's not worth at all..

take it easy...this is what called as life...

after we faced on it we would learn something new...

thinking also will be mature...also will be prettier...

dont misunderstand...i mean you are pretty right now...

in future, you will be much MORE PRETTY!!

hahahhaaa....smile ,my sweetie...

i am here to say thank you for my kang ,loon and chuen brother...

especially loon and chuen!!!

what you have done to jie,jie felt thankful!!!

shi ying,hui shan and hui wen also....everyone good to me...

so everyone smile together laaa...WWWeeeeeeeHHeee

give you guys a flying kiss..MUACKSSS!!!kekkekekeee

ehhh,dont hide aaaa!!!

**ah kang , once you read my blog dont feel sad!!!dont say sorry to dajie...dont feel angry also...

i want you to know your mistake and try your best improve...

of course,continue being your imbalance hormonal...hahhahaa

~S@mH3@Rt

30 march

i go to school filled with happy mood..

because of rainy day...

It's my favourite day!!!

but my buddy cried today...

stupid Wednesday!!!!hate you laaa...

i saw she cried but i don't know what can i do for her...

i think next time i should go and buy a dozen of tissue to stand by speciality for her only...

i don't dare to ask too much...

because my problem is much more complicated...

i cant solve my own problem also...

then i shouldn't go disturb others..

no one's can help me...

i just want to go on with a simple and easy life...

i want me to be happy....i want everyone to smile...BUT!!

i dont know why everything related to weipin...

i just want to get away from him...

but why am i so suffering???

i did so cruel to him just for me to let him go...

i don't want contact him anymore...

but the problems between us are endless...

who can teach me the correct way???

i don't want anyone touch my pain...

once you touched , everything gone!!!

how am i going to explain to weipin????and someone***

one day i will fall...very soon!!because i am tired...

~S@mH3@rT

29 march

today is an enjoyable day...

i reached my sweet home after school...

take my lunch then do science homework...

finished by 3.30pm then i take a nap...

around two hours later i awake and take my dinner...

now i am posting my blog ..

later still got moral homework ...

you guys might boring with the words HOMEWORK!!!

i am too...so many homework

monthly test coming soon also...

i wanna be a good student already lorrr...

must do homework...PIA for my test!!!

tomorrow stay back babeyyy!!!

~S@mH3@rT

26 march

today such a sunny day...

damnn hotttttt!!!

i just ironed my taekwondo uniform and my pinaform...

still got homeworks wait for me to do...

i wish beside my got a MR.MUSCLE!!!

he can help me done everything...

dream*ingggg...

tell you guys a secret...

actually horrr...i belum mandi punye...

want go bath already laaa...hahahhaa

i know i got a nice smell...

~S@mH3@rT

25 march

homework many like shit...
must done all before monday...
i want cry already laaa....T.T
now days keep online...
how come i so hardworking post my blog everyday??
i also don't know...
maybe because i know that my brother and sister will view my blog..
sometimes i might not tell them everything..
but throughout here they can more understanding what in my mind...
teacher mention that the next exam will be on 11 April...
so we going suffer again...GOsshhh!!
how come star school so KIA SU?!!

~S@mH3@rT

24 march

Thursday babeyy!!!

no assembly today...i love rainy day very much..

i can feel the air...filled with sadness and happiness...

i dont know why laaa....

today talked something nonsenses..

hahahhaa...i miss you???

ermmm too straight forward already laa...

but actually i find you yesterday not because of these three words..

but forget it baa...i dont wish to talk about it...

=) so what my group going to act for English oral test???

i am so dumb lehhhh!!!!

back to home with happy mood...

thanks sohailessboy accompany me...

Happy-Inggg!!

honestly,i am enjoying my life now...

actually if i think positive way i can feel the happiness...

single also can be very enjoyable...

~S@mH3@rT

23 march

B.Melayu -56

P.Moral-48(+2)

B.Inggeris-80

Maths-90

Science-94

Add.Maths-86

P.Perakaunan-85(+1)

E.Asas-92

Sejarah-90

above is my ujian bulanan 1 results...

satisfy already laa...nothing much to comment about it...

i saw weipin today...

i feel very funny...the god fooling me...

and i am so silly...i away from him when i saw him..

i know he came...then i went back my class...

i avoid from him not because i scared of him..

but i scared of myself...i don't want something happen(i expected)..

i know i cant control myself after i talk with him...

he came to form3 block after that ...

i look on him and he also look on me..

i can see his smile...as usual still very sweet...and smart

i stunned for 2 second...i will remember the smile in my life...

because there is no second Weipin anymore...

sohailessBoyboy,you support me or not??

i want talk to you but never saw you after school..

they say you went cyber already...

sally also no staying back..

next taekwondo training...

thanks for teck siang ...and leon too...

i don't want peoples paid for me...

hope you guys understand me laa.....

and now i remember my P.Seni pengerusi called YONG SIN..

yong sin but bu yong gong ...what to do??

~S@mH3@rT

22 march

Raining!!!Rain~~ Rain!!!

tomorrow if i got online then only i post my ub1 result here..

i haven't get all my subjects yet..

very disappointed on my bm and moral...

unexpected i get this kind of result...

next time must do well already..

study from mistake,ryte??

today teachers all gone..

don't know go where date..so,i with shi ying blah blah blah...

is very enjoy talking with her and huishan...

today might be the last time i say about him...

i wanna plant it inside bottom of my heart...

somewhere no one can see...don't forget i am strong !!

stay strong !!stay happily!!and tomorrow stay back!!

for taekwondo and pingpong..

hell!!got accounts tuition sumore...i want die already laa...

i also wish i can sleep...SohailessBoon so lucky!!

~S@mH3@rT

21 march

my new image let my friends critic as mushroom hair style...

so swtt!!!but you all let me think back something...

last time my ex also say my fringe short not nice...

the from that time onwards i never cut before so short le...

and now i cut my friends also say that...T.T

someone say that i shouldn't study at star...

should go tadika for study...got so childish mehh???

tomorrow how lehh?? photography day lehhh...

never mind laa...let form4 memories become childish and cutie..

good night all my dears!

~S@mH3@rT

20 march

owhhh!!!last day of holiday!!!
i awake around 11am this morning...
then filet-o-fish be my breakfast...
followed with roticanai...
i asked my mum to cut my hair...
then she do...i say i want short...
and now my fringe are really short...
i am looks like a 12years old mui muii...
new image laaa...
after work i went sunway pyramid with family..
went FRiDay to have our dinner...
okay laa...i should started on diet after my holiday...
give me two weeks..
i am sure i will not be elephant anymore...
wait and see yea..=)

~S@mH3@rT

19 march

actually now the time is 12.11am...

counted as 20 march already...

just now went aeon watched I am number Four..

ermm..not bad laaa...

wait for 2nd episod...

watch with wei yee and toi toii toiii boy...

ermmm....watch midnight wan very cold...

but today till okay....hehe^^

li fei go jj boh jio...hngg!!!

saw many peoples there...=)

i ate four pieces of pizza..

they really took me as an elephant...

please laaa....wher got elephant so beautiful??

muahahhahaa..after pizza go for my fav ice cream..

thanks TOITOIITOIII laaa....

you dont bother you like it or not..

as long as i like...kekekkekee

dont forget daikajie's weapon aaa

~S@mH3@rT

18 march

tomorrow going to watch movie??
or sunday???the little princess havent let me know...
faster tell me lehh...
today my dad not in mood...
my jie also not in mood...
but i am in my mood...kekekkee

~S@mH3@rT

17 march

nothing much to talk today...

i am so happy today...

my dad asked me why u looks so happy...??

got boyfriend already??which wan harr???

keep msg-ing to who???i was sms-ing*

i was smiling and answer yea lor...

dont know why inside my heart felt sweet!!

very sweet!!

of course i am joking with dad...

tomorrow need to wake earlier for work...

yesterday i was lying down on my bed for two hours..

i cant sleep...until 2am only i get into my dream...

and the next day (today) my mum wake me up...

she say so late already sumore still dont want wake up aa???

then she off my air-conditioning and turn on my light...

GOSHHH!!!my mum technique to wake her daughter up...

~S@mH3@rT

当我知道你们相爱

还记得我们曾是彼此的唯一
接受了我们情侣关系的是你
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了无数个复杂爱情
某一晚在街灯下巧遇 我问候你回应
发现已不是单身的你~Girl~
Remember that we have only each other
We accepted the couple's relationship is that you
Did not give up the harness can not escape the results of the
Experienced countless complicated love
Chance encounter one night under the lights respond to my greetings to you
That is not single, you ~ Girl ~


当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
When I know you love
With the future began
Not fit in my mind also that the relieved
Packed it buried


当我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待 等待着未来
When I know you love
Thrown a lot of frustration in my heart
At this time I have a dedicated well-being of the
I will keep waiting Waiting for the future


放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
Give up give up give up frustration
Give up give up give up frustration



床底的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再厚的思念释放以后就忘记
没结果了 放弃 挽不了 逃避
体验过了无数个复杂爱情
某一晚在街灯下巧遇 我问候你回应
发现已不再眷念着你
Bed of the box piles of memories
After the release of heavy thoughts again to forget
The results did not give up can not escape the pull
Experienced countless complicated love
Chance encounter one night under the lights respond to my greetings to you
Think fondly of you are no longer found



当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
When I know you love
With the future began
Not fit in my mind also that the relieved
Packed it buried


可我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待 等待着未来
But I know you love
Thrown a lot of frustration in my heart
At this time I have a dedicated well-being of the
I will keep waiting Waiting for the future



放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
Give up give up give up frustration
Give up give up give up frustration



我躺在我的沙发上
看着我们的照片一张接一张
I don't know since when 那感觉不一样
你的美现在已放在我心上
每分每秒每个角落 我会不停的探索
寻找完美的恋曲
Move on Move on Move on
在街灯下巧遇 我问候你回应
发现已不再眷念着你
I lay on my sofa
We looked at the photos one by one
I don't know since when do not feel like it
Your beauty is now in my heart
Every corner of every minute I will not stop exploring
Looking for the perfect love song
Move on Move on Move on
Chance encounter in the street under my regards to your response
Think fondly of you are no longer found



当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该释怀
收拾好把它掩埋
When I know you love
With the future began
Not fit in my mind also that the relieved
Packed it buried



可我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
每个人都该有个专属幸福
我会不停的等待 等待着未来
But I know you love
Thrown a lot of frustration in my heart
Everyone should have a dedicated well-being
I will keep waiting Waiting for the future


放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
放弃了 放弃了 放弃了无奈
Give up give up give up frustration
Give up give up give up frustration
Give up give up give up frustration
Give up give up give up frustration

if you know this song deeply you will understand everything..
the singer handsome + yeng + cool!!
i am sure my next boy will be as him...
so wait and see yea=)

~S@mH3@rT

16 march

thanks for toi toii toiii support!!

and also thanks for my brothaa caring...

i have make it!!i tell to him already...

and now i am not stressful and feel any pressure anymore...

i am feeling good right now!!muahahahhaa..

trying to let go something might be hard

but sam sam i so strong...

nothing can bring me down eventhough the sky falling down onto me...

kekkekeke...and ah loon and chuen!!

no need worry dajie laaa....

your dajie not so weak...

abo how to be yours dajie leh??ryte???

actually my mood was down yesterday..

but because of toiii toii boy makes me laugh..

he get tricked by me..hahahhaa..

i slept around 11pm yesterday...

then woke up at 10.am...

i followed parents went klang and work...

until 2pm++...i lying dowm on bed slowly i get into my dream...

GOsshhh!!Kaosheng phone me...

asking my got go tuition or not...(time:5.02pm)

i was shocked!!my tuition started at 5.pm lehhh!!

thats mean i am late!!!i rushed to tuition and reached at 5.10pm..

i kianda blurr until my dad fetch me also laughing on me...

after i back from tuition , food are prepared for me...

it is so delicious!!and now i gain weight more and more!!

after holiday samsam will become elephant already!!

hahahhaha

~S@mH3@rT

15 march

GOShhh!!!
i wish 三大才子 stay beside me right now...
let dajie punch!!!
for me to release my sad...
the problems that i am not willing to face on
forced me to faced it...
how hurts it is???
i dont want to cry...
but i did it...i hate my tears fall easily..
fuck you laaaaa!!!why waking me up from my dream..
are you telling me that i am a loser??
or laughing on me???
okay,i give up !!i will quit from this relation..
i admit i lose everything...

S@mH3@rT

14 march

Happy Valentine's Day!!

14 march represent white colour...

which means White Day...

i slept at 5am morning today...

my head are freaking blurr...

i woke up at 10.30am ++...

i am still sleepy ...

while i was tuitioning my head like burning...

going burst !!!cant stand for it...

Arrgghh!!!the toii toi toi laa...

no next time already...i am fear of it!!!

my panda eyes came out and say hello to all my friends...

i wanna cry already laaaaa!!!

~S@mH3@rT

13 march

i having my sweet dream last night...
someone phone me early morning...
and asked me 'dajie, what time go jj'??
i was blurrr...then i woke up and ready...
11.220am went 166 and hang my clothes...
then went jj Kimgary to have my breakfast...
of course, with my sister...
then i go Watson and help my sister bought something..
secret!cannot tell....hehhhe=)
joined my buddies at greenbox...
ermm...a bit bored actually...
until 6 pm we walked to 88 for dinner!!!
i was hungry-ING on that time....
few of them drank alcohol until drunk...
Goshh!!!they drunk and their face bushed!!
is so cutee..hahhhaaa..especially OY
then went express cafe for drinks...
chit chat with those who haven't back...
it's enjoyable but my leg started sensitive...
so Itch!!okay laa...wanna sleep already...
Good night=)

~S@mH3@rT

12 march

i have made it...
if last time i will cry or maybe sad..
but now i am not...
not because i not loving him anymore..
is i learned to be stronger and independent more...
i dont know who will understand my feeling now..
but that is not important...
as long as what i did now in future we will be happy ...
because the god will know...
god know i send my happiness to you ...
so that you will be happy all the time...
althought the one beside you aren't me...
i am so happy...i am brave enough to post it ...
sam sam 最勇敢了！！

~S@mH3@rt

11 march

you miss me arr???
i thought u forget me ad???
you teached me those words wan...rememberr???
imma be fine here...you lehh???
i less on fb and blog le ...
but from now on maybe i will on everyday kuaa....
then i post my blog everyday...okayy???
you aaa!!!drive carefully aaa...
drink more waterr..=)

~S@mH3@RT

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